Just caught How to Train a Dragon in 3D! With Benedict, Weijie, Joel, Cheryl, Janice and Qian Hui. It was... pretty much of a children's show :P Sappy plot which taps on a child's fascination. I got a headache after the show T_T Haven't seen Wei Jie so fascinated and awestruck before though. By a kiddy-movie. Siggggghhh. Too bad I couldn't say the same thing for my dear lad Benedict :(
Then, thanks to Janice for giving me a lift home after the stupid decision I made in my headached and tired state :P
Although it was a fun night, I didn't have much fun. Yeah figure it out! I wonder where has the assertive, vibrant, extroverted, outspoken Keith gone to? I was pondering the whole night. And strangely, I didn't have to meditate on this hard problem. I actually intended to go spend the night at the beach after the show, but I halfway through the outing I realised I didn't have to.
This has to stop. All of it. I'm done. It's a simple equation, and when the equation doesn't balance out, it's not going to work. So, you scrap the equation and find some other figures that will make the equation work. I cannot function properly. I feel like I need to go cheer my ass off in some camp (ALTC in June?), so I can rediscover my zest. Now, I look inside myself, and I look not towards my (hopefully sound) mind, but my heart, and I look for the fire, the passion that ought to be coursing through me, the power.
Then, I'm suddenly struck by the feeling that I'm lost and alone because that's when I realise that it's not there anymore.
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