What do you call studying at night? Night study!

Hehe sorry like duh.

Night study today was very awesome for 2 reasons!

1) With Wei Jie at my table, I finished: 1 Full (meaning O level style) Bio Paper, 1 Full Chem Paper, and I still managed to squeeze in a quarter of all the Amath TYS questions on polynomials! Wow, I feel powerful :D Now I'm damn drained though. Just can't help but stick my tongue out and blow a big, wet raspberry. I mean, I finished all of that shit in 3 hours! How crazy is that!! :D:D

One thing I have complaints about though. There's this group of people at the library who bring food in and swear and talk loudly and make the library seem like the canteen with aircon. These people make my night study experience more zzz then it really was, because they totally screwed the atmosphere at the library. Before they entered, the library was so conducive! Let's just say that they ought to be in the canteen, and not just come up to the library for the sake of aircon, and wreck the studying of all the other people. -.- Tomorrow I think I'll feedback that to a teacher so they can take more steps to prevent people from defeating the purpose of going to the library in the first place.
YEAH I KNOW I JUST PROOF-READ WHATEVER I WROTE AND MY GRAMMAR AND SENTENCE STRUCTURE IS FUCKED UP I'M TOO TIRED TO CARE

2) I exorcised a ghost tonight! I had a good, long conversation with my certain someone and I can safely say that I am ready to put this dream to bed(heh heh heh the irony). I truly know where my focus lies now.

While I'm at it, another certain someone has thoroughly disappointed me today. I had never known that certain someone to be so judgmental and so easily affected by words, rumors, especially when the words come from the lips of the entire level's Mr. Blasphemy. That certain someone, of all people, should know that, having once been the target of his idiotic-ness herself. That certain someone avoids Mr. Blasphemy like the plague, but she just gulped down whatever spewed from his mouth today to feed this little thing called self-consciousness. And hurt other people in the process, of course. All of a sudden, it's who's-Keith-I'm-sorry-I-don't-know-him-so-even-if-we-make-eye-contact-I'll-just-pretend-I-saw-a-stranger-and-I-won't-say-hi. I'd always thought that certain someone to be far, far better than this. I hope that certain someone doesn't try to apologize because I'm not ready to forgive and forget anytime soon. Thoroughly, utterly, disappointing in the most abject meaning of the word, and I think I don't mind living life without that certain someone's friendship. At all.

Alright! Time for a shower and sleep! My success with the night study program invigorates me, and I'm ready for school tomorrow! I can feel myself gathering pace towards the O levels... Victoria JC doesn't seem that far-off a dream anymore :D